I can’t sleep

That staircase belongs to my therapist, he’s on the 4th floor and maybe that’s why I choose the same level to meet a new office affair, because I can’t sleep, because I felt rejected the night before by 99% sure‘s internet when lust was devouring my insides.

Or is it because A and Odysseus brought up my deep abandonment issues when they left and because B and M are also leaving, or because of Her visit mixed with the childhood nightmares I still can’t figure out or because I’m scared of everything but keep acting recklessly hoping the fear will stop?

I can’t set a timeline, yet.


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